I guess this is difficult for me because I have to explain this in a way that hides my scathing hatred for several groups of people. Find a nice balance where I can express my opinion in a way that hides that part of my story.
That is a challenge because this information is so personal and watching people response has been both frustrating and fascinating. This is where the conflict lies in telling my story because without that side the story it appears fictitious.
However, my entire identity has relied on keeping this illness out of my consciousness. Because I view these people as such sad beings.
God is Love. People who fear God try to control his presence.
I believe in a human life that the greatest Love we will experience is from God. Once a human has experienced that Love they can then share that with a friend, lover, child, animal or parent.
But only God can teach you the true meaning of Love.
The info I am sharing with you is one example of the Love God has shown me. God prepared me for the evil I have been forced to face in my life. Essentially, I was given the tools I needed to survive this.
My life has been more difficult than I would have imagined. I was born into a white upper middle class family. I would never expected that in my lifetime, I would have experienced this level of oppression. But my path has been different from most.
But quite honestly, the jury is still out on whether that is a good or a bad thing.
I still am not comfortable about creating a thesis. I really have no intention of turning this into a book or being published. That was not my motivation in my last book. I like that.
For now I will let the reader come to their own conclusion about this blog.
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